“After After After” is written by Saniya Sur.
This piece begins where goodbyes don’t really end. After you left, par main yahan hoon — the song lives in the space where absence exists, but presence hasn’t completely faded.
You learned my name, still lights my face. Written by Saniya Sur, these lines reflect how certain memories continue to glow through screens — on tabs, on phones — blending the digital and the emotional into one quiet reality.
On tab. On phone. Dono mix. Room full of air. Saniya Sur captures a modern emotional state: surrounded by space, information, and light — yet feeling suspended in between.
Main beech-beech mein atki. Neither broken nor healed. The heart speaks, but the words come late. It’s a pause, not a collapse.
After after after — I’m still here. Written and voiced from survival rather than closure, this song is not about answers. it’s about staying.
This is not a goodbye.
What appears on the screen feels like the only truth, even when the mind keeps saying something else. The fear isn’t the same anymore, yet everything moves slowly. Time goes on, but I remain — caught between one day and the next.
There is an echo, but no sense of moving faster.
After after after, the loop continues. The sound returns, the feeling stays — and even now, it’s still not the answer.
Memories stay, even after everything else is muted.
The phone is silent, notifications turned off, but the photos remain untouched. There is a smile on the surface — and underneath it, a quiet question asked only to myself.
Once, there were promises.
The future felt saved, planned, real. Now everything still feels real, just heavier. Healing hasn’t fully arrived yet. Time is said to heal, but for now it simply keeps moving on its own.
And in that movement, I survive.
But even today, I’m still here — still alive.
Maybe one day the screen won’t stay dark anymore. There will be light outside, and light inside too. It may not be the answer — just a pause.
Healing hasn’t fully arrived, but breathing continues.
No fight, no noise — this is where the after rests for now.
“The right or perfect answer may not have come yet, but you are still standing — and that is what truly matters.”
Key Takeaways:
Resilience – Teaches us to keep standing no matter the circumstances. Self-Awareness – Helps connect with your inner emotions and thoughts. Healing is a Journey – Recovery doesn’t happen instantly; it comes gradually. Emotional Reflection – Encourages recognizing and understanding your own feelings and memories. Hope in Uncertainty – Inspires moving forward even when answers aren’t clear. Modern Life Connection – Relates to digital-age loneliness, memories, and mental echoes.
